My Future

     So after Burning Man my first agenda will be to spend no money and to save it all for moving to southern California. During this time of spending no money I will be watching craigslist for job listings in the area of southern California that i want to move to. I currently think I should get a job in manufacturing of some kind because that is what i am good at. Production manager would be a good position but I think I should change it up a little so I learn something. I could possibly work as a research technologist or something of that sort. The main importance is that I see jobs that I could work during this period and think about what qualities I have that would fit into these positions. I need to familiarize myself with the job market and with my capabilities of fitting into it. During my free time I can slowly push myself to become, or to know the position of the job which I would fill so that i can better achieve this job.

     After preparing myself for the next stage in my life being new job I will end up moving, working at Starbucks part time, finding that job which will fill my 40 hour work week, keeping working 20 hours at Starbucks, till either I don't need medical insurance with Starbucks anymore or till I cannot put up with it, whichever is longest. After this I will stop working with Starbucks, continue working my manufacturing job, making a reasonable salary. I am hoping I have the financial strength to save up during the 60 hour week period to purchase a car of some kind.

     I would prefer a VW Rabbit diesel truck for practical reasons or some other more suitable small compact car for driving/fun reasons. I could imagine having a VW Rabbit diesel truck/motorcycle combo but I don't imagine buying both the truck and the motorcycle at the same time. I, at this current time, fully think the better option is to buy the truck and then the motorcycle or the motorcycle than the truck and no small economy car because the economy car doesn't fit either of my needs fully but would cost about the same as both combined in price and insurance and would cost more in gas mileage.

     After I get the better job and a vehicle to get from place to place I can imagine getting a place to live with a garage to commence upon my projects. These projects would include quite a bit of inventing. I wish that this inventing would achieve something tangible for myself but i know it wont. Another thing which I must start once I get this job is school. I need to get more school. I am not entirely sure of what I need schooling in but during the time of having the well paying job and of having a mode of transportation I should be researching through business contacts and through other sources what is required for me to become the next level of success.

     At this current time I do have ideas of what could happen next but they could entirely change because that is so far off. In life the thing which I need most to create success is more capability of testing my theories. I have so many theories that I cannot even come close to testing them. They all overlap because all I am is a ball of thought. Once I can test them I will end up spending more time testing and less time thinking causing less clutter in my brain and in my life.

     Money is the thing which I would say I need the most but it is only the idea behind money that i need. It is the empowerment behind money that i need. I need the capability to do and to experience. I have the capability to think I have the capability to create more thought but I do not have the capability to do. Once I generate the capability to do I will also generate the capability to make others do and that is where real power comes from. Once you know how to make others do you have entered the parabola, the point of no return, the place which it only gets better. I have theories about this place but no way to back them up