The Revolutionary War

The revolution or depression of now is in the way we process information and the way we organize "digital" law. i feel that in one of the next revolutions to come in this world; and i say world not country because i feel that with the media how it is and the world working how it does we are extremely close to becoming a singular world consciousness, we will be coming to a point where the main factor in the hindering of the human race from succeeding in whatever we want will be the mental and emotional shortfalls or brokenness of ourselves.

My mother was a psyche-nurse for all of my child hood and most of my adult life. This gave me great insight into the workings of the human mind. through out life whenever i would see someone do something, say something, or respond to some stimulus in a way that i didn't understand, i would not be afraid or confused about it. i first think what in this persons history would shape this person to perceive the stimulus the way they did. after a whole life of thinking this way, constantly trying to imagine the unimaginable, constantly asking or straining for what i cannot conceive, i now instantly can imagine why everyone on this planet experiences their personal little piece of this world the way they do. there are so many different ways to think, so many different ways to experience the world, and so many different ways of perceiving the same circumstances. most of the thought processes end with the same physical outcome of the situation but they all end in a different mental outcome.

i work at Starbucks and working at a place like this i get to see a lot of people in a lot of stress. the customers at Starbucks tend to be the kind of people who are constantly on edge, constantly on the go, and constantly unhappy with the life around them. the unhappiness is the reason for the excessive amounts of caffeine. they feel that if they can work faster or concentrate better they will have more chances of "success". being an employee of an establishment we are constantly under scrutiny everyone wants their drink yesterday and they want it to be made better than is possible from a purveyor such as Starbucks. my coworkers go through the day complaining and bitching back and forth about the customers and the problems. the point i am trying to make is no mater how annoyed you are with the customers, you are not allowed to show that annoyance to the customer, and the fact that you are in a negative place in your head is not going to make the situation any better. it can only make the situation worse. you will be snappy with the customers which will make them snappy back and very quickly the hole situation evolves into a quick moving vortex to the place of doom. if the people i work with could get around the fact that being angry about what happens to you isn't going to help you and realize that there are things which could be learned from the situation to make your future experience of the situation a better one they would go far.

i spend my time in the present not thinking about the present. when something happens in the present i think about what just happened, i evaluate when that kind of a thing has happened in the past and what the outcome was. i then create a loose set of pretenses that i can put experiences in the future into to make the decision that when these pretenses happen i will proceed with the pre-decided and contemplated procedure. that way i will always think before i act but always act before i think.

the paragraph which comes before this paragraph is probably a mildly stimulating paragraph to the average human being causing a small amount of revelation and a small amount of thought but nothing compared to what the following paragraph says.

when ever i revive a negative stimulus or something that isn't a positive impact on my immediate future. first i realise that the odds of that thing happening to me sometime in the future are either very likely or very unlikely. in the case of it being very likely i am happy because this negative stimulus has just encouraged me to start thinking in a different way in a way that will make the same incident in the future into a positive incident because i have prepared for it. in the case of it being a very rare thing i think well that just happened and it was bad but the likely hood of it happening soon in the future is not very much and it will probably be a long time till it happens again.